A beautiful mind

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Sometimes, it's just too bad.

I'm currently in the midst of preparation for my upcoming exams in May and I thought I'd never blog again until the end of my examinations. But the inner me just wanna borrow some Random Access Memory (RAM) from this little space I have to put away some inner tots.

Have you ever seen a piece of rotting piece of wood, wondering what it could have accomplished had it not been infected with fungus and bacteria? It could've been a piece of high end furniture, a boat, mallet or even as something simple and useful as a piece of plain white paper.

But all you could do is shake your head as you turn away, whispering, 'Too bad'.

Have you tried reaching out to someone, not for love, money but pure friendship in the faith of goodwill but pushed away time and again. The subject matter does not concerned or affect you in any way. You might be labelled as a busybody in the process, but it didnt matter cos you really want to help. Yet the subject you're helping, refused to be helped, as their clouded judgments prevails. It's like a case of a person who is mentally ill, or psychologically impaired, doesnt realized it himself, or a case of a drunk, claiming to be clear minded.

Right now, a number of them are rotting due to this contagious deadly virus. But no one knew. Not even themselves as the cleverly disguised virus concealed itself well, except a few. But we could only watch as it infects and affects them slowly, help their inner devil to triumph over the little pure angel inside them. They waited for signs and indications from someone above. But when someone points them a direction, they paid no heed to other's advice. Insisting on hearing from the one above. Little did it occur to them that that could be the sign sent from above.

We cant decide for them whats good for them, or help them make their choices. We can only wait for shit to happen before they turn around. It always happens. Right now, we can only wish them good luck on their lonely journey ahead. It's really saddening.