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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
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I'm feeling.... dejected.

Huiwen! EMo ! Emo!
You know those days, when you feel so low spirited. When you wanna be alone, watching AxN (Sharks, my cable got disconnected!). Now I have to sit in the corner of the toilet, with my legs tucked to myself, and and scrub the floor or something.

I still have to prepare for this weekend trek. Something which I have not done. My bar test tmr. Which I haven finished memorising the recipes. It seems like I've run out of energy out of a sudden. So... empty and depleted.

Perhaps I've been moving too fast. So fast that I didn't notice the things happening around me. This situation feels strange yet familiar. Feeling so helpless and lonely the moment I slow down. I miss her. But I dono who. And Having read the email about the gal who got burnt in the car accident wasnt of much help either. (one of those chained mail circulating ard). I don usually circulate mails. I will do it for this particular article.

Waves of lonliness/sadness hit me, one after another, threatening to overwhelm me. Afterall, they've been trying to catch up with me for a long time. I feel lost, disorientated. I'm confused. Slightly confused.
I need my compass.

"There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness."-Carl Jung




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